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Well I've had a great couple days.. Ryan took the kids and I actually had time to just SLEEP! It was lovely.. but now I'm starting to miss them so I think it's time they come home! haha. Reporters keep asking me about my personal life but they never believe me when i really have nothing to say ha. I have no man or anything.. I'm just mom at home. I just think it's funny that they keep going and trying to find stuff that is just not there. Well that's my vent for the day.
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[05 Mar 2004|10:38pm] |
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Well I don't have much to update about so I will ramble about things nobody truely cares about knowing but me ha ha.
Well I've been trying to juggle a movie career and take care of two kids.. not the easiest thing but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love my kids to death and I would never just pass them off to people to make a buck, they ALWAYS come first. I do wish I help at times though! I have noticed that my vocabulary is really lacking.. something about only talking to an infant and a small child on a regular basis that makes you feel dumb when you talk to adults ha. I tend to explain everything in the simplest terms and people think I'm insulting their intellegence *grins* they will deal.
I do think I need more friends though so call me! The number is Ava and Deacon just in case ya'll forgot!
~*Reese*~
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[14 Feb 2004|07:02pm] |
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Wow, I died for a while didn't I? Well I am back and better than ever! I am sorry I've been gone so long ya'll! I needed some time to get my life back together and be ok by myself and I think I finally am! Happy Valentine's Day everyone! And thank you Justin for that purdy flower! I hope everyone has been well! If anyone forgot the number it's Ava and Deacon give me a call some time ya'll!
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[14 Dec 2003|12:23am] |
Hey ya'll,
Sorry I haven't been around much lately but things in life just aren't always so grand yah know? I've been so busy being mom that I haven't really focused on myself at all. The kids went to their grandparents for the day and I got so depressed. I never realized how lonely it is in this house by myself because I always have the kids there for me. I started to get depressed and it's kinda continued even after the kids came home. *sighs* I hope things start to go better for me..
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[09 Dec 2003|12:45am] |
Hey ya'll,
I just thought I'd drop in to say hi, I've been busy being mom to a sick baby. Not alot else is going on just busy being Dr. Mom, a FULL-TIME job trust me! I'll make a better update later.
Lots of love!
~Reese~
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Well alot of things have been happening lately. I went to court with Ryan to settle all the custody and money issues and to my surprise he gave me full custody of the children. He of course gets visitation and can see them whenever he wants of course but he didn't want joint custody. I'm not making him pay child support because I make more money than he does and it really isn't about that. We did leave on good terms though. We decided we need to be friends for the kids and we have been talking more so things are well and life is moving on in the right direction.
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[25 Nov 2003|10:31pm] |
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Hey ya'll! I've been super busy lately with trying to get things settled here in my new house before the holidays. Thanksgiving is going to be great! My parents are flying in and we gonna have thankgiving here at my house. I'm so excited but I have SO much work to do. I just hop I can get everything done!
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Well the past couple days I've been moving my stuff into my new house and trying to get semi-organized. Hopefully I'll have things settled enough by Thanksgiving so I can have dinner over here. Well I have to get back to painting Ava's bedroom walls pink! Later!
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Well I bought myself a house today here in L.A... (My new house) I get to see my babies tomorrow! I'm so excited!
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Well this was the first weekend without my kids in a long time.. They were with their father and I miss them like crazy and it's only been like 2 days! Well I had a pretty decent conversation with Ryan and we did get some things worked out about the kids. I'm moving back to L.A. asap, I am letting him keep the house and I'm buying a new one. We still don't know where Ryan and I stand but I suppose that takes alot more time than one phonecall.
*sighs* I wish things didn't have to be like this. We were happy once I swear and it seemed to come SO easily. Now we have to fight for every little thread of happiness. I don't know what changed in me or him or both of us maybe, that made things so unlivable. I wish that we could be the family we were if not for me, but for my kids. However, it looks as though that won't ever happen again. I really am in alot of pain here and I miss Ryan so much. I guess my way of dealing was blaming every problem on him and lashing out and just "running away" but it's only because I don't want people to see how much i'm really hurting. Life will still go on I suppose and This is just something I will eventually have to deal with and get over.
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I am so glad that I'm in Nashville now. Though now my husband is trying to blame our problems on me! When the truth is I would have never even filed for divorce is he would have just been there to be a husband and father! But now of course he is trying to play the victim in all of this and avoiding and ignoring me and what I have to say the entire way. Lovely eh?
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Well the kids and I are all moved into my home in Nashville Tenn. I feel WAY more comfortable here and plus my family is here! I have missed them so much! Don't have much time to talk just wanted to let ya'll know where I've been!
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Well ya'll only a few weeks after our second child in born and Ryan Phillippe and I's marriage is very much over. I filed for divorce today. I'd like to say it was sad but actually I feel very free now and plus we barely saw each other anymore anyways. I was tired of his ways, they conflicted with mine. So for all you single men out there *winks* I'm back on the market. Just remember its a three for one deal *smiles*
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Well sleeping lastnight was out of the question. Ava didn't want to sleep because she thought she would miss something with the baby and the baby wouldn't sleep well because he onlt sleeps a couple hours at a time. Ryan didn't come home lastnight or even call to say where we was so he was no help at all. Not only did I have to struggle with the children but I had to do it alone and worry about my missing husband. Kinda funny how this whole "let's be a family" attitude wears off real fast when things aren't picture perfect for him. So, that leaves me picking up the pieces and lying to my kids telling them that everything will be ok when I really don't know.
Well I am going to go try to cheer myself up now with my beautiful children.
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Hey ya'll I'm back and with a new bundle of joy in my life. Deacon Phillippe was born October 23rd!
Everything went fine and Deacon is a perfectly healthy baby boy and we are home and trying to adjust to a life with 2 little kids. Ava is SO excited to have a new "toy" or so she thinks. She can't seem to take her hands or eyes off of poor Deacon for more than a second. Ryan is very happy that he has a boy now, not that he doesn't love Ava to pieces but now he feels like the numbers in the house are more even. Let me tell you, I am sure happy to see my feet again! I never thought I'd be so excited to tie my own shoes!! Heh. Though I have alot of work to do to get back to the shape I was in before I was pregnant and I have already gotten started. Well I'm gonna go get the kids to bed.
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i was watching some show on vh1 tonight about hot momma's *laughs*, when I saw myself pop on the screen! Oh boy, isn't it odd to see yourself pregnant on tv? As though the tv doesn't add enough extra pounds already! It was Ryan and I standing together at the premiere of my movie, "legally blonde". He looked so handsome. Vh1 was saying how great we look together, like an old fashioned couple...*sighs*. I wish I knew where he was right now. I need to tell him how much I love him...and how much I miss him.
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it's 3:30 in the morning. Little miss ava woke up about a half an hour ago. The poor thing had a nightmare and woke up in a cold sweat. I layed next to her and talked her back to sleep. I'm so lucky to have such an amazing daughter. She is such a great little girl, more than I could have ever asked for. Ava is so excited about the new baby. She's going to be a great older sister, and I'm not just saying that because I'm her mom!
Ok, it's late and it's time for me to get back to sleep!
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[23 Sep 2003|06:29pm] |
Yes I'm finally back! I can't wait to talk to everyone again! I have a new aim name, it's roughlyxreese. So feel free to IM me there!
**new to playing reese**
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Ahh, I wanted to go to JCs birthday party.. but I forgot to RSVP.
Well, anyways.. HAPPY VERY LATE BIRTHDAY JC!!!!
( I had no clue what to get you ) ENJOY!
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